me, myself & i

mlm ni x nk citer psl hutan... just want to share my real story yg x penah aku citer kt sape2 pn.. tgg hidup aku dan dunia ku.... i still remeber when i kids, i'm wearing my sister cloths n that time i dont know what i'm thinking, just think want a be like a women.... people around me always tease me... but when i'm in secondary school i stop to wearing women cloths. i'm trying to be a boy... n i can make it. but peole still tease me.. but it's ok life must go on..... tp memang berat dugaan bl org selalu mengejek kita. selalu kene buli walapun di sekolah menengah aku masih lagi kene buli sehingga di tingkatan 3... pernah dulu smp aku fikir lbh baik mati daripada terus di hina... kdg2 yg perempuan tu ckp aku ni hunsa la.... cikgu sendiri pn mengutuk aku.. ckp aku ni sotong.. biarlah apa org nk ckp.. bkn dia yg bg aku mkn.. sume kutukan tu aku amik sbg pembakar semangat utk trs melangkah n menggapai apa yang aku hajati... w'pn dulu pernah sekali i try to suicide in front of my mum coz my brother hit me....that time i'm really2 crazy...but my mum stop me.. so from that time i take it as a challenge in my life.... to be continue..........